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ffk王..

昨晚已经有直觉告诉我事情会这样发生..
原本今天真的没有那么好命可以在家的..
整知道天啊就是不让我劳碌..

被ffk了..

其实我觉得或许不是取消了..
只是你把我们当救生圈吧了?
不是吧??

别让我说中了..

我会恨死你..

以后都不会再相信你了..
臭人..

第一次被骗原谅对方是善良..

第二第三次被骗还继续原谅就是愚蠢..

那我一定是愚蠢中的愚蠢..
因为我相信了第一次..然后还选择相信第二次..

Roses

I am in love with roses..
It make me feels like so classic..
I like something like that..

No one is perfect in this world..

I knew this..
Do you think my requirement is a bit sky high?

I dont want any that are dishonest..

I hate to be lie..

No expectation..No falls..

Haha..I love this..

Suddenly..
I think that..
Love is really so uneasy..
Its always must be in "Double entry"..
So useless to pour your love by only one side..

I love to be repay..

XD

The Redbox +

Its the holiday after exam..

Me and Poney Wenise went for karaoke..

Location: Pavillion, Redbox plus
Date n Time: 26 Jan 2010, 11.00am-3.00pm
Charges: Rm20, Semi buffet+free drinks



We are in the deepFORESTzone~
But I wanted to be in the Aquarium zone so much..
=(
Looks so cool..


We have our semi buffet after a short while we get the room..
Personally love their cakes..





Wenise love her Chicken chop..=)
Im so annoying to be the attention grabber in the snap..
XD





I love this photo..
my Sexy baby~ Phew phit~




And here three of us..
We are always categorized as same kind of human..

We sick for cams..XD

More on My facebook album..click to enter....


We love each other..
Thats why we know the way to love and to be love..
Im appreciate for the everything..

A very special thank for you two..
When Im upset..
You all will always there for me..
Although its on "Silent mode"..
But I doesnt mind it..

As long as i understand the signal..

=)


Im great now..

The burden has gone..

The decision has made..

The results has revealed..

WeniseNG..

I love you 99..

This is what I have guts to tel you here..
I knew you love me too..*wink*

Exams OVER

Woooooaaaaaaaoooo..
She is my sis!!
Does we look alike?
Hahaha..
Just a random picture that selected..


The devil examinations are over!!
Im now like full of charge!!


The damn exams totally tortured me!!
Yes,

we are free now..

Hahaha..

I dont care..

i want to rocks!!

I want to shopss!!

Lings..

You are my best listener..

I love ya!!

I cant wait to see my results..

I hope its not that bad~

3 weeks past..

I think..
I started to love library..
Althought sometimes we really can't stand for the air-con..

But it is a nice place for us to study..

Im complicating now..
So how?
Its ok..

As long as we are here now..

Right?


I left 2 birthday wishes..
I hope all of it will comes true..


I just dont know why..

Keep thinking of the date i be back..=)

I hope..^&%$@*&^%$..


I miss my long hair..
Miss it badly..

But my short hair not bad too right?

Heehee..


Holidays Rocks!!

笨

不想再说是自己迟了..
事实上就是那样..
没有得给你去改变..


没有谁可以怪..
怪自己笨就好了..
讨厌那么笨的人..
笨死了..


终于明白为什么先祖要发明个笨字..
原来就是要拿来配合我这种人..

Late

Im typically late..
Late for 6 years..

I desire for it..
I know everything was stated from the start..

But I cant over myself..

I cant over the truth..

I should learn to be satisfy..
So that I wont be so suffer now..
But how difficult for human to know,
what meant Satisfied..

I shouldn't cross over the boundaries..

Yes,
I should feel fulfill for what I have..

I feel thank that what you gave..
Its enough..
So enough..

No expectation..

No disappointment..

Define j'arrive en retard..

My To-Do list

My To-Do list:

1. Moviesss

- Woohoo, Panaroma Activities, Alvin and the Chipmunk

I hope I wont miss out any..=(

2. Shoes Reimbursement

- Vincci especially

3. Series Dramas

- TVB's and my favourite Gossip Girl!!

4. Outdoor activities

- SUNWAY LAGOON?

5. Shopping

- New outfits for New Year

6. Cleaning Activities

- My room and my wardrobe..@@

A Dishonest Person

You know I dont wanna this topic to be in the top..

I have some thought that Im very good in sensing something..
Of course not everytime..

Im being at Facebook just now..

And accidentally I click into a person link..

A guy..

Lets stop thinking about who he is..

because Im not gonna tell it out in this post..

He is a guy that in a relationship..
And yet I cant stand that what he did to me last time..
Totally Not..
Its there anything that I made him misunderstand?
I hope thats not my fault..

If you guys know I actually act like a boy..

And it seems like I actually communicate like this..

What he did..?

Try to imagine it by yourself too..

Not a serious offense thou.. (For me)

Something like "Chao Shui" in contonese..

But he tend like so innocent..

i know he is damn conscious at the moment..

So..A lesson..

A girl should resist it by saying S-T-O-P..


And yet..
Now he is like doing the same thing to another girl..
It make me kinda speechless till my toes..
Haha..No kidding..

Pity, his girlfriend..

Dont ever ask me for reason anymore guy..

This is why I isolate myself from you..

I hate you to be so dishonest..

Dont ever try it anymore..
Or else I will chop yr hand out..
I hope the girl will saw this post as well..

Piece of shit on you..

6.27pm 21/1/2010

Im moody today

Feel so stress-y..
That is a thing that always turn me like this..

Anxious..Anxious..and Anxious..

Since I know you..

You totally distorted me..

You did..

I wonder what happen to me..?

Being for months..

..

Uncertain Sunday..

Revision at library..
I had been at library for a week dy..
Revision occupied all of my time recently..

Im like..Hiding myself off from all of my problems...

Sigh.....How stupid is these..

Lunch for Mc chicken..
Tea for Starbucks..

Thats why..

I bankrup-ed..

But long time for once..

It should be worth..

Almost with Poney everyday..
It is funny that we "spoke" out same thing again today..
Quite beyond to be believe..

But she said Im a copycat..@@

Anyway although we always have different views..
But I still happy to annoy her..

Everyone like to kacao her..XD..

No her no joy..

*she is my toys? YESH!!*

I changed..

Yes I changed..

Please help me to release myself..


Define Changes..

Say No to Study!!

Wooooaaaaaaaaaa..

Final starts F-I-N-A-L-L-Y..
It makes me crazy all the time..
Else not well-prepared..

Do not tell that Im LC-ing..

Im not in fact Im still not the top one..

I will only compare to get better..

But not compare to get comfort..

English paper today..

My English essays SCUKs..

"Furthermore..Moreover..Other than that..blablabla.."
Just sounds like a formula-generated essay..

Hell B!! You wrote the hell-est essays in the world!!

Ahaha..

Play around in the library after the paper..
I just read over 3 slides of IOM notes in the whole afternoon..
Haha!!
Im definitely a dead fish..
I lose in the first war..
Ha..W-A-R..!!

A man ask us, when our final end..

Im like..&^@$$^(@*&)(@..

Still long time to go!!

Now is just the beginning!!

Wush..

I dont dare to loose myself..

Fight for what i want!!!

Im serious..
We should always try our best..

Not by mouth..But by efforts..

I will not give up anymore..

Super B is superb!!

I saw a man today..
He doesnt manage to recognise me out as well..
An uncle who used to call me "Siao Chian" in a long long time ago..

Earnestly he looks older now..

I wonder how if one day i would become his student..
I remember his name..Lum Sir..

That is what I called him last time..

I changed a lot..

That is what I cant deny..
Undeniable..
No one in TBR realise who am I anymore..
Its like a different identity to be there..NOW..


Define Vous me Manquez..

A Long oldfolk Story

睡不着...

现时3:42am 9January2010..
我知道,很迟了..

考试 = 压力

很害怕不能够专注..

太多事情让我不能完全投入我的学习..

工作, 金钱, 时间, 过去.....太多太多了..

发现了我的潜意识订例..
当压力存在,我就会很狂的吃东西..

会一直觉得自己饿了..

但每次吃不多..

最近胃病发作的次数大幅度的增加了..

乱吃东西的关系..


P/s 下..
我是很少会有压力的..除了是应付不来的事..
也可以说我是超级happy-go-lucky的..


对啊..最近太多应付不来+不开心的事..



不知不觉..

已经过了一年多了..

有一种感觉..
我想我没有能力去忘记..

那种..被麻醉的感觉....

失去知觉的感觉..

还有永远失去的感觉..


我后悔..
后悔犯下的错..


这一切..
都不是随便哪一个人可以明白的感觉..
应该说..根本没有人..能够明白..

别说你明白..我不会相信..

别随意猜测我以上这段短文内容..

它有它的定义..
文字只写给懂的人看..

如果你是懂得那个人..

沉默..

永远都只是属于我们的桥梁..

奇怪的桥梁..

无声永远胜有声..

和你们..
也许不需要对话..

也会过得很不尴尬..

说话..
我其实只会说废话..
只会说我会的话..

敷衍人+应酬人的话..

我最不在行..

He or she..

Release

I missed the day that we actually been together before..
We are so in distance now..

Revision are making me crazy..
Im lacking of time..

Eff lacking of time..

Final is just around the corner..
I tried so hard..

4 out of 1 is done..
Only 1..

When will I get my stuff?
Oh no..
Isnt it going to turn into nothing again..

I hope no..

It is a distraction with me now..
Seriously..I hate this kind of temptation..

Poney get well soon..
Dont hamsap dy..
Later cant heal..
XD

Im like growing older and older now..
Im no longer 18..
Im no longer a teen..

Its time to have some changes..

Define "Love".....

Miracles

Miracles miracles..
Please show yourself if you are really exist..

Please do not ruin off my dream anymore..
Im so tired with it..
Failed and Failed..
Full of disappointment..
This is not what I want..

Miracles miracles..
Babe I need you badly..
Dont turn me off again..

I beg for bless..

May god bless me..

My New Year eve

A lil to blog before i die for my revision..

My new year eve..

Simple but special..

Final decision for celebration was to alex's uncle's house..

Story before that,

ONE

In fact im going to get the 5800..
But something goes wrong..So i decided to get a new one..
I hate people act like this..
Basta*d..Promise Broker..
I knew what he want is just money..
I hate brown-skin guy..ALWAYS..

TWO

I dye my hair again..
And EFF-ing i got nothing big difference with my current hair..
What I want is a dark brown now..
No other choices to change my mind..Or pursuing me..
This is what I told myself..RIGHT NOW..

THREE

Suka hati went to the Thursday Night market..
Thought to be a good evening..
But end up was we scratch other's car..
And we paid up rm120 to settle down the compensation..
I knew it doesnt worth for rm120..
But so..That was our limit..
So we wish..NEVER EVER again..

FOUR

Went steak after all the disaster..

Right over Sri Rampai - D One..

For me it is just taste nice..
But the steak is a bit "miniature"..
Anyway..Reasonable price so..
Under comparison..
I still in love with the Cowboy's Red Wine Chicken Chop..
I love Pepsi..FOREVER..

FINALLY

Rush to the house before 12am came..
In the lil house..
We manage to watch the whole KL's fireworks..
Kinda syok..
And then, busy around to clean up the dirty house..
As nobody there for too long time..
Start to find out that, I hate dirt..
After that, all of us start beer-ing..
My god,

Poney drank 2 tins and she started to stare at me and smile to me..

Kinda..Horror..
I think I drunk..
That some of the things I dont really manage to remember..
But I remember I vomited silently..YUCKS..

Again,

I love Eves..

I love myself..

I love Poney..

I love everyone..
I love 2010?