6H gathering day

This is the first time I met them since 6 years ago..
I really looks forward for this gathering..

From the beginning..
Just wondered will it feels weird..
Since both of us really began different compare with the past..

And finally..
Just attend it!!
Break the ice..
And..this is really the right choice..
Had never regret..



Reached around 12.30pm..
Hang around pavillion ladies with my poney while we're waiting for wenise..



His name Caspian..
Considered as the hostman of this gathering function..
He is just pretty humour..

And what comes to my mind is..
Although everyone's appearance had changed..
But..the inner are still the same thing..

We're best best friends while we were in the primary..
He is just friendly guy..or should i call u kids?
XP



I got 10++ pcs pictures with this same posting..
lol

What the Hell..
but i love it..

Someone said Im like another person..
Haha..



Sometimes we did neglected some nice thingy..
How sweet is the fountain at night..

Me and wenise..
We looks like a traveller huh..
=.=



what if u guys doesnt appear in my life?
Who should i go to when im in trouble?
Friendship is always the most precious thing for me..

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Im insane today

Narrate something about today first ya..

❤ Went BMS class..
❤ Distribute all the Exam slips..
❤ Solved some BMS questions..
❤ Met Poney and Wenise..
❤ Went HouseCafe for lunch..
❤ Wasted 3hours to do some insaneness and amusing stuffss..
(Reading is always my patent..=P..)
❤ Attended HE tutorial..
❤ Get the coursework result..
❤ Home

This were all I done today..

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Im wondering why am I in this course now..XD
Shouldnt be, right? my girls?
XD

I need more gastric tablets..
I knew it always be like that..
Getting ache when stress coming to me..
Lost control on the appetite..
Shitto..

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Suddenly..
I feel that how amazing I am..
=P
I really been through so many difficulities..
And finally..
Im satisfied..
Will not feel regrets on it anymore..

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I like that moment..

When I act like Im really confident..
When I pretend Im really smiling..
When I pretend like I really dont need to tremble at all..

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My motto

Although Im not confident..
But i will try all of my best in the final..

Live for no regrets..
Remember I said this before..?

Have to keep myself away from the little Compaq..
Stay away from KekKaiShi..
XD

Im not the top one..
But I will not give up..

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Fears on death..
Fears on leaving..

Dont ask money from the god..
But ask it from youself..

Fat is cute..
I wanna be cute..
But I dont wanna to be fat..

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Part II - LOST

- Part II of the day -

Its really a long story for this day..
So gotta make a double posting..

After our gym class..
We decided to drive to Kepong ..
And the most important is..
Poney and Me have to go back by ourself ..
And we dont even know the way back..
Fearful huh..

before that I had my lunch at Little Tree..
And we search for Wenise's MC paper..

On the way to Wenise's house..
Its easy with her guidance..
And Im in order to recognise the roads..

Then Wenise taught me BMS at her house..
Then we went "Gei Dak Sek"..
A place to eat ice and some fried stuffs..
Yipppi..
But we did lost in the way to "Gek Dak Sek"..
=.=


( Mango Ice..Dong Guo Ice..And RedBean Ice )

And you must not stop reading from here!!
It is the most attracting part for today start from now..

After the ice..
Poney and me went back to setapak..
And from the start we ady lost!!
Shitsssss..

Then we tried to follow Wenise's instructions to get to MRR2..
And finally..
We are safe..
Actually we thought we are safe..
But in fact we are not!!!

After MRR2..
We miss the junction to Karak Highway!!
And just pass into the way to TARC..

Start lost again..
PITY!!
All the way keep diverge..diverge..diverge!!
Really dont know which way to go through..

You know what?
We almost pass into the tol to Genting Highland..
Luckily..
At the last minute..
We turn into another way..
Else we are now at Genting Highland..
=.=

This time..
We are finally SAFE..
Reached gombak way..
And I start to know the directions..
LOL..

Why we dare to do so?
Maybe we are getting crazy..

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No electricity yet..
My sister was not home too..

So I pack up my stuffs..
Take a bus to Alex's place..
Oh My god..

I hate darkness..
And mosquitoes..
That afflicted me and I almost cry..
=.=

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Part I - Sports Day

- Part I of the day -

Its College sports day today..
And everyone who participate those co-cu units must attend it..

Woke up early in the morning and there is an accident
over the opposite road of my house..
It broke down the electricity..
And caused traffic jam..
What the hell..
So..
I had been late to school..

After the performance..
We started our station games..
It was quite fun..
It considered a last mission for our gym class..

I guess
I will miss those days to be together with the gym members..
Although there were something that always make me mad..
=P


( Our trainer whom with blue shirt.. )


And this is all of my team member~

Stranger

Everyone seems like dislike me..
you hate me?

What make you guys feel to apart from me?
Why someone felt happy for my absent?
Why human must always with a mask?
They smile They laugh..
But it doesnt come from truth and honestly..

The words of Believe also hiding a "LIE"..
So why I still choose to believe in someone?
Fool..

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Down-ing

Its a little of stress with me now..
Tomorrow will have a HE test?
Im not sure..
But my notes are all blank over there..
Im like a piece of shit now..

I borrowed the text book from someone..
She told me it is a different version with what we are using now..
And ya..the content is not just slightly different..
But it is totally different..
What the hell..

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Final exam is coming..
Im quite regret that I doesnt do well in my courseworks..
It seriously pulled my marks down..

For BMS and ME..
Its really impossible to get a 80marks or above in the final..
Unless I get full marks in the exam..
That is no way right?

Actually..It is my target..
But now..
I failed it ..
What to say?
Im sorry..

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xxx

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And..
Im little shock about something..

My IA..
Oh My Godness..
What is going on?

Hope it is not just lucky right?

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009

Lazy to update my lovely bloggie..
XD
And finally i force myself to do it now..

First of all..
Wanna apologize for my buddies..
That I doesnt go for the trip..
Sorry Sorry..

But i promise i will be there for the next trip..

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And as usual..
Online after i reached home..

Chat with my dearest Kanex and Chee How..
And we plan to have a movie in a rush..

Went there and queue for quite long time to get our movie tickets..
From the start..We want a G.I Joe..
But..
Really unfortunately..
Left the front seats..

And we decided to get a 009..
I really laugh none stop..
From the starting of the movie till the end..
XD

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Then accompany Chee How to get the fake bread for his darling..
XD..
Sweet couple huh..

And i have my Chocolate Cream at Starbucks again!!
Yea!!
I love it..

Then chit chat chit chat..

Then back le lar..
On the way home..
We start to discuss bout many thingy..

Future is unpredictable..

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Guys..
Guys Guys..

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Examination Timetable

Im back from Pavilion..

I just get the exam timetable..
From 3 September till 14 September..

Its not a long duration..
Thought it will take a month to complete all the exam..

All of us are planning for our sem break vacation..
Yesh yesh yesh!!

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Went for piercing just now...
Om Gush..
Its pain..

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I miss the gang

I love Miley Cyrus's tone..
I knew her from the movie - Hannah Montana..




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My BMS coursework..
SAFE..
Yea..

Everyone have their own gift..
Im assure I got it too..
But where is it?

HyperActive is the gift i had?

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Life is always that challenging..
Nobody can quit it..
And everyone have to move on and move on..

Its like climb..
Have to go through a mountain to another hills..
These is what I learnt from Hannah..

And me too..
Move on..and..Move on..

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I saw him today..
And it let me thought of something..
Erm..maybe I should say..
Many things..

In the past of weeks..
We are really best buddies..
Talk together..Crazy together..
Outgoing together..Eat together..

Bros..
Who promise me that it wont change?
But in fact..
Everything changed..
I knew Im like a burden..
I knew guys hate emo emo..
But seriously..Im sad..
Im sad with it..

Remember that day I cried..
And shocked u..
But that time..
You're the first in my mind..
Without any hesitate..I made the call to u..
And..Cried out loudly..

But..Now..I take the time to consider it..
And end it up..
I just hugged my pillow and cried alone..
I dont dare to bother u guys anymore..
I feel scare..
That i scare i had annoyed yr life..

And him..
He got his new couple..
And..
Gotta keep the distance now..
And..
I dont really manage make myself into it..
Like..Lost someone important..
I lost my bro..The big big bro..

You guys are always the precious one for me..
I miss u guys..
Miss it very very seriously..

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Can i?
I saw yr eyes..

Shōnen Onmyōji 少年阴阳师

Actually Im chasing for a animation today..
XD
Since I forgot to pay for my p1 bill..
And my line had been suspended..
My mum also teasing me about this..
T.T
But luckily these had been downloaded before today..

Shōnen Onmyōji 少年阴阳师
Japanese animation..

Thrilling animation..
Killing monsters in every episode..
XD
I love those stories that contain magic magic geh thingy..

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Poor abby..
have to back to gym class tomorrow..
Hope no injury and no "O Che" anymore..

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Love

It is just free to be at home this 2 days..
I love weekend..
I love I love I love weekend..

Stick with my super pretty lappie in my whole weekend..
She is pretty..
XD

Full decorate it with pink skin, pink wallpaper and pink mouse..
Actually I'm not crazy with pink..
But..
Pink make me feels sweet..
Make me feels comfortable..

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We argued again..
It is always again and again..
Again and again..

I try to make it clear..
I tried to tell him..
What makes me mad..

I told no one what happened on that day..
I doesn't tell it out clearly..

And actually i don't think who can imagine it..
A girl..
Crying alone beside the street..
Like chased out from the house..
With a big backpack..
(Not that big actually..But..its big when it is on my back..)
And everyone kept staring on her..
Not to story more about it..
Bad experience..

And..
I knew he became mature..
He sms-ed to me..
He told a lot..
Ya..Actually I'm touched..

" If I'm gone..He will leave too.. "

My parents noticed it too..
They tried to pursue me to end it up..
I say nothing..
Answer nothing..
Because..
They don't know everything about me and him..

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I love to be appreciated..
Born in this way..
And live in this way..

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Flashing back

I knew it had been around a week that I doesnt update my blog..
Everyone seems lost a contact with me..

Im busy with a lot of stuffs last week..
Be with my classmate all the time..
The make those assignments and presentations up..

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AB ANG..
Im really disappointed with it..
Few days past..
Its kinda sorrow for me..
Till now..
I cant even forgive myself about the lost..

Im doubting..
Am i a perfectionist..
I feel so lucky that there are just few of the classmate in the class..
when Im presenting..
I feel so shame..
Shame on u..

I did tried to memorize all the stuffs..
but why..
I did it at home..
But i forget all of it over the class..

"erm..erm..erm.."

What the hell..
Its not my best..
I doesnt did my best..
I know i can did it better..

Everyone tried to comfort me..
But I knew..Im worst like shit..
Sorry Nelson..
You taught me a lot..
But..
I just....
made u disappointed..

My tears flowing..
That its out of control..
Everyone saw me cried..
After i sat down..
Shameful..

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On we went Feeling Cafe on Wednesday..
And Pasar malam+Little Tree on Thursday..

And I argued with my spouse on Friday..
That hurt me deeply..
And made me cried like hell..
Its like been abandoned over the street that time..
Something feels like a wild cat..

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I still need someone to let me lie on..
Dai gor..kanex..
Thanks for the caring..
You guys were there, when i need it..

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Something for u

在路边的那一刻
知道完了

第二次
像个野猫一样

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消失一两天

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Stress-ing

I bought my new Compaq lappie..
Exciting?
Erm..Not quite..
Maybe on next Wednesday..
It is still in the box right now..

Not in mood..
The assignments and presentations are pushing me hardly..
How can i keep this on?

Stress being all around me..
I wish to shout it out loudly..
I hope someone can help me to handle all those thingy..
I hope someone can let me to lean on him..
I hope to get some comforts and caring..
I hope someone can hug me silently, I need peace and protection..

We can always simplify those complicated stuffs..
But in the other hand..
We can complicating the simple thingy too..

We always try to correct someone by these words..
"You r fool to do this.." "You r wrong to make this decision.."
But we are still acting fool in our life..
Aren't we..?

Its easy to tell someone a right way to do..
But its really difficult for yourself to make a right action..

Life is just like a routine..
I mean the attitude..
The behaviour..

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Thought of someone..

Conclusion of the day

Finally I make time to update all my articles..
ME test past..
BMS test past..
IA presentation past..

Left:
HE presentation..
ME assignment..

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So..
Take some proper rest and keep go on..

Suffering with gastric in these few days..
Stress + Not enough sleep + Doesnt eat on time

Its time to copy Kanex's idiomt..
Still cant fall down..

I knew many people are concerning about my health status..
But Im okay..
Still can tahan in this moment..

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I miss my guys..
Espeacially
Poney+ Wenise
CheeHow+ Kanex

Omg..
It had been many many days that I doesnt really 38 with them..

Miss U guys
Miss U guys

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