ME test

Their house again on 30 July..
ME for this round..
KahHui were there too..

Im damn tired with those tests in the same week..
Rushing like hell..

Who told me
if i done my revision often and i will get better result?

I found out that i forgot all the content..
And i have to study it one by one again..
What is the difference??
**SOb..**

..

Its a bit upset that I cant answer my question well today..
Its really damn fu*ker easy..
But I missed it..

Blame on myself..
Because im really last minute..

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Anson..
Get well soon..
You really made me to gain an unforgettable experience..

Tried hard for not to feel worried about him..
But it seen like impossible..

..

Many things are turning in my mind..
It make me really dizzy..

..

Take a rest at Alex's house after the ME test..
Actually we plan to head to KLCC..

But..
Both of us just full of tiredness..
Like 2 zombies on the road..

And we went to jusco and get something for Anson..

..

Stop stop stop..

BMS test

Overnight at Tan brothers house on 27 july..
Purposely to do revision for our BMS..

And..
Its a great satisfaction for me..
I learnt all..
And I understand all..

..

For the test..
I done it well..

I can answer most of it..

..

Add on something that happened on 27 July..

I drank a Redbull+Tea Ice+Nescafe in a single night..
And i cant sleep at all..

Omg..

I dont dare to touch this 3 thingy any more..

And once the BMS over..
We have our lunch..
And straightly back to Tan Bros home and have a napped..

XD

And and and..
The HE tutorial had been cancel..
Yu-Hoo~~

..

Omg..
Omg..
Omg..

What is it??

IA presentation

IA presentation was my first presentation in college..
It made me quite nervous..

That I done my preparation very very seriously..
And done many raptai..

Actually it drove me quite crazy at the moment..
That i get rejected and I decided to do it by myself..


( Some stupid actions on my pics..=.=)

According to the Ah Pek..
I can't get the crowd..

This is the main weakness that I have to fix it..
And don't you think its quite hard?

In fact I'm quite disappointed on my presentation..
I don't want my HE presentation to be like this..
Next Wednesday..


(Abby and gang..)

I knew its a right decision to bring along my camera to school..
See..
I get 100++ for the day..

Suddenly i felt that..
The relation-bonds within our class is quite strong..
Its like..
Warming my heart in every seconds..


(Ling, Wei, B, Jet)

And the following is a funny snapshot..
KahHui..
You are really genius..

I just wondering why I'm turning back that time..
What a stupid face..
lol



I'm wasn't alone..

Murmur

I always feel to challege the extreme..
Should I feel proud with it?

A few years ago..
I went for piercing on my ears..
Pierced 3 in once..
And I made my ears to have 6 piercing that time..

I went for a nose piercing..
For 3 times..
On the same marking..
Form3..
Form4..
Form5..

And once in the past..
I felt bored with my long hair..
And I cut it to become a short hair..
Without noticing anyone..

Is this the way I live?
I love pleasure..
I like to paint my world with furious..

But as I grow elder..
Ones become mature..

And I lost the braveness to do something that is challenging..
And in every seconds..
I hope that I could be like what I been in the passing years..

Someone lost her spirits..
And when can she gain it back..
And where could she gain it from..

Dont be fears to be injure by the bad one..
Live for No Regrets..

I need braveness..
Very very seriously..
I NEED IT..

Astro Star Quest 2009

Finally I get the tickets to the Astro Star Quest Final 2009..
Arrive there around 7pm something..

And met Maxwell..
Lol..
Max..You are so kurus..

Its the first time i met him..



Look at this little boy..
XD

Damn cute..



This is Alvin..

Actually I thought to capture YeeMin..
But those YeeMin's supporter blocked our sight..
T.T



Alvin's supporter..
Both in green..



And lastly..
Janice..

But she doesn't feel well..
And i think even worst after she sang the song..

Harry Potter- The Half Blood Prince

This story is more over love stuff I thing..

Ya..
I watched it today..
With Alex..

Actually I'm totally in love with these movies..
Harry Potter,
The Half Blood Prince..

I think its a 6th episode for Harry Potter..

Like others telling
Its not that interesting if it compare with the previous epi..

Just a lil climax in the story..
And a lil bored..
But its still okay for me..

I'm really looking forward with the next production..
The 7th..
I think it will be the last epi for the story..
I'm sure it will be thrilling!!
Maybe they will put all the climax over the whole story..
XD

And something embarrassing happened..

I screamed with my maximum voice when the monster jump out..
And everyone beside me were staring at me..
Like.."whats wrong with u?"
=.=

Just wondering how come others doesn't get shocked..
But just me..
Maybe I'm too concentrate on the screen..
XD

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IA presentation..
BMS test..
ME test..
ENG test..
HE presentation..
ME assignment..

These are all the thingy that I'm busying with recently..
XD

I'm not afraid with it..
I think I will not afraid with it..
I try to be not afraid with it..
=.=

Ya..I try..
Trying in progress..

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Posting Posting

Just feels to post up the photo for the day..
Me and alex over the monorail station..



Im angrying..
Roar!!



I know its a bit disgusting..
haha..
But doesnt matter..
Shows my creativity..
This is how angles work..
XD



Feels sleepy after the day..
I love shopping..
XD



I love this very much..

Emo Emo Emo!!

I don't want to be a dummy..
Should i..?
Or I should?

I lost my own style..
That I did something that I will not do as usual..
Its really a stupid idea..
Don't lie to yourself anymore!!

..

Get many comments on my sushi..
Not ugly but unsavoury..
I know it taste weird and worst..
Forgive me k..

What you guys expect from me??
Its my first time!!

..

Started to be a bit emo now..
Omg..
What is happening on me?

Stop the emo emo..

..

IA test is damn f**ker hard la man..
**Cry.........**

Prepared so much..
But also get a rubbish result?
What teory is it?

..

Different channel..
Use the antenna..
XD

..

Left or Right?

Ugly Sushi

Don't treat me in this way..
Please..

Their presentations are not perfect but its awesome..
How about me?
My presentation had been postponed to next 2 weeks..
I promise I will prepare better..

IA test will be held tomorrow..
But I haven't prepare for it..

Told myself to study after this posting..
Might be..

Hand-made Sushi..
Its UGLY!!!
Practice and practice lar..





..

Don't be that cruel....please..

She wants

Stress please dont come over me..
I will be very busy starts from this week till week11..
Hardship..

I made an announcement again today..
I told CheeHow i need to do more practice on public speaking..
He looks damn appreciate to me as well..
=.=
Take this chance to get over the trembling when Im speaking..

Its better than before..
Thanks for the chance..
Hope i can be braver..
And no trembling!!
I need more experiences..
Come on..Public Speaking..

Beryls Choco factory!!
I cant wait for it..
I love u choco!!



I wants to buy this one!!
As much as i can!!

Week 12..
Saturday..
Below rm10..

DBU students!!!
Join arr..

Went someone house to take a noon nap today..
Stupid abby..
Simply sleep at people's place..

Abby hates rain..
My shoes get wet..

Abby has her aims
She wants to be good in Public Speaking..
She wants to be good in her Studies..
She wants to be Brave as much as she can..
She wants to Dance..
She wants to be No Comment..
She wants to be Plain..

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Why.....

Wonderful?

First of all..
Hanging out with my guys today at Greenbox and Pavi..



This is how I looks like today~



With them..
I love this picture as everyone looks so so so Okay..



I'm alone at Greenbox toilet..
Self capture is needed..
XD



U see..
This is the way they bully me..
Cubit my face..
=(



Enjoying my Dragon-i Xiu Long Bao~~
*wink*

Finally i met my NeeNee..
Love u!!!
Damn love u!!
I didn't capture her la, sorry..

Its a long period that I doesn't see her..
*Miss u a lot..Damn a lot..*

And someone gave u a new name just now..
Borney..
=.=
UGLY name..



Starbucks~

And i doesn't make a picture about my presentation clothes..
Really doesn't make time to take the pics..
Just kept on asked for their opinions..

We walked for quite long time..
From padini to nichii..
From nichii to F21..
From F21 to Espirit..
From Espirit to Mango..
From Mango to Parkson..

And finally I get it at Parkson's SEED..
Get myself a brown blouse and a black skirt..
But i think i have to sent it to the tailor and tighten everything..
Its loose!!
But it looks OK for me..

Should i makeup?
Should i Should i?

I guess everyone are on their bed now..
But I'm still blogging..
Wondering what i made up from..
P/s : Its 4.02am now..

Good night..

..

God brought me to you guys..
Still the same thing..
Appreciate what I have..

..

No one knows what will happen in 2ml
Avoid and precaution?
Stop the stupid impulsion
As long as its around me
Appreciate

Its my day!!

Lost my bloggie for 2 days dy..
Sorry bloggie..
XD

Let me to story a little about the steamboat party..
It held on yesterday..
Venue=Son Brothers' house

It is getting me crazy..
After the BMS class..
They terus grabbed me to TBR for lunch..
And Carrefour for ingredients..

The first thing I have to mention is..
BabyBee's driving technique!!
Its amazing!
The first woman that I met in such great techniques..
I want to be like her too!!
*wink*

Then we just lepak in Carrefour..
And pick this pick that..

I'm a hungry ghost!!
Ate lunch and bought Cheezy Melts..
Frighten the mans..
Hoho!!
Sorry la boss..
Its the period that I will turn into a hungry ghost..
*Shy*

And the..
Back to HE tutorial..
Look at the way they present..
I felt a bit nervous..
Because i doesn't really confidence with my Su*ks BM..

And back to Son Brothers' house..
Start to prepare everything..
They said Kit Ying and i got mama's feel..
OMG..

And and and..
Nelson taught me guitar..
I'm damn stupid in this..
That my finger is damn short and weak..
XD..
I just learnt a A minor..
Anyway..Thanks..

And a Poker game..
Something like police catching thieves..
XD
I'm just a out stander..
But its definitely funny for me!!
I can look for every one's emotions!!

And finally I'm back at 11pm..

..
..

Today..
After the lecturer..
Went lunch with chee how and guys at TBR..

And alex fetch me to his place..
Definitely not in mood..

Fu*k it off..

Polish the car..
Oldtown..

Thats all for today..

..



Ok in short hair?
XD

Going 1 utama this saturday..
Its time to get my presentation clothes..
And simply celebration for Kanex's belated birthday..
Its quite long post for today..

Gotta end it..
Bye~

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Plot

This 2 tickets are still with me now..
Lying on my table..
12 July past..

Abby wants to practice gym..
She is damn weak in her arm's strength..
And the trainer said she won't pass her test in this conditions..
**sob**

Something happened again and again..
Now came to climax and came to the end..

But Thanks god..
That let us be together again..
I really appreciate with it..
How sad if you want me to leave this 2 bestiest..
Life will become very dull without this 2 gila guy..
XD

I love my class..
I love Group 13..
No regrets for staying in this class..
Cant wait for the steamboat!!!!

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Something still remain..

Secret

{Secret}

Although I don't really know what happened in the end..
But it touched my heart truthfully..
It made me cried for times..

True love but in wrong timing..
The brought the girl to the future..
What if everyone are playing the {Secret}..

Its an abstract story actually..

..

Everyone feel that I'm emo today..
It might be..

I tried to pretend again..
Pretend in happy..
Pretend in nothing..

I need an audience seriously..
But I can't simply tell it to anyone..

And Jet asked me what is happening..
What that impress me is..
No pain No gain..
Everyone may do something that are regretting themselves..
Its either to be single or couple with my him..

I heard this kinda statement for several times..
But I didn't stepping out..
I'm fears to face the sorrow..

Alex..
It had been many days that we doesn't really communicate..
We met..But its like strangers..
We are just living in own world..
Without any interactions..

I thought of this..
You told me before..
As long as we know we love each other..
And everything will be fine..

I cant feel the love..

Without your companion..
I felt lost..
I felt lonely..
That i doubt am i alone..

..

I always lost everything and start it from zero again..
I don't want to lost it..
But I lost it again..

Happy day

I told yiyi..
I'm damn F*cker happy today..
Its like what I said..
I'm really happy..

I had prepare this thingy for long time..
Hope u really like it..
And hope it really surprised u..

And we watch Ice Age 3 at Cineleisure..
And lepak at The Curve and Ikano..
Thanks Rainey to be our guide tour..!!

And..
I found something back..
Thanks my God..
You always treat me in the best way..
I will appreciate it..

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Birthday

It is someone birthday today..
7-11..

And i try to recall my mind..
What happened on my 18 birthday..
I opened my Wretch..
But I doesn't go into particular..
I just wrote that I went out to the mall..

Just like
Its blank..
I forgot what I done in my 18 birthday..
Its a big empty hole in my heart now..
I lost my memories..

And i try to think for previous years..
Still empty..
Still empty..
Still empty..

And finally i thought 1 year..
Its a Chinese New Year..
My parents brought me to the Ipoh Pizza Huts..
And get me a Huge pizza..

Its a lot of regrets..
That I alive for 18years++..
But I just remember the Huge Pizza..
And nothing else..

..

LOW-ing

Abby..
She saw something today..
Not to laugh anymore..
Can't laugh out dy at this moment..

Someone is telling the truth..
But Abby lie to herself..
Proven that its truth..
And its really true..

..

Comfort someone and rush for IA's works..
Slept at 3am yesterday..
Woke up at 6am++..
Its the first time that I force myself to wake up on time..
And I manage to sleep for 3 hours..

I'm really tired..
It had been two days continually..
That I got just 3-4 hours to sleep per day..

I'm like a dying person in the class this morning..
And I have to do some important thing as well..!!
And luckily it is quite all right!!
I manage to get the things I want before the class ended..

Thanks to Chee How..
He help me out to distribute the Notes to everyone..
Thanks for your understanding..
And thanks for being so helpful..

Then I went to CITC with Kanex and guys..
Settle down and print out the assignments..
Then arrange it and bind it..
It took a lot of time to do the binding..
And even can't hand it to Kanex before his class end..
Make me feel guilty..
Abby trying to changed for talking nonsense/vulgar when she is mad..

Then rush for the lunch..
Act like a corpse..
Not act actually..
I'm really a corpse..
Feels dizzy..
And my eyes..........
Going to close it up when I'm eating, walking, talking..
My battery is definitely in LOW mode today..

Made Poney and Wenise mad..
Sorry girls..

And went to Poney's house..
For..
Napped..
XD
3 girls napped in the living room..

And now I'm home..

..

Done a lot..
But doesn't matter..

Freaking Funny

Its after my lunch..
I think my tummy will get tight if i continually laugh in this way..
Lunch with these guys SunSun Lingz KokWai and Kanex..
SunSun and Lingz are definitely freaking FUNNY!!
They just kept imagine about something will not happen in true life..
=.=''

Enjoyed..

U N C O M F O R T A B L E
I'm very very..
Uncomfortable..

Don't ignore me..
Please..

Feeling like clapping with one hand..
How fool are u..?

..

Siap HE

Finally that I finished up my HE assignment..
I really feel to cry just now..
Its really agitated..
When I saw IT..
And everyone offline already..
And I can't get any helps from them..

And I tried to make a call..
And complaint about this and that..
Talk over and over my dissatisfaction!
And keep on scolding this and that and everything..
And finally I get some comfort..
Hang up the phone and continue my annoyingly assignment..

And finally it really done..
Its a bit touching when I thought back how I fall and now how I did it..
T.T

Abby, when you're going to grow up huh?
Frustrated easily when you met little obstacles?
No way..!!

Everyone think that I'm tough..
Even I did think I'm tough too..
But in fact I'm just a coward..

A coward that hopes she can handle all the things..
And people around her can live happily ever after..
=.=

I really hope that I have the ability to do all the things..
I hope that I can be the one and the only one..

My proverbs..
"吃得苦中苦，方为人上人"
This will always be my reminder and it will never change in my life..
You used to say it function to lie myself and comfort myself..
Haha!!

Anything..

I'm sorry to interrupted your life..
I'm really sorry..
That I doesn't meant to do it..
I don't like to stare on someone's eyes..
It makes me uncomfortable..
And I fears that it will be lost control..

..

Simple Summary

Nelson said I'm like rockerss?
What is it???
ROCKERSS??
Are you kidding?
So im going to learn bass from yr brother!!
Looks lagi rockss!!

Skipped Gym class..
Will make replacement soon..

I love Group13!!
Love you guys very very much!!

Week 7 i hate u!!
U brang me a lot of SUCKSS!!!!

Babe..Im proud on u..
U didnt cry in th crowd..

I felt that something become another..
I hope it is true..
But in another way I hope something was not true too..

Thanks that you're there..
And Thanks a lot..

..

TT rockerss

Sing K with Poney+Wenise early in the morning..



Went secret recipes before we went home..



Headed to Tarc..
For th TT nights..
Super excited!!
Formal wear and heels..







Super rockss night it is..
I love u, Moonlight Shadow!!
And th carmen..!!
Sexy lady!

And..Some sweet memories..

Something for u

U r nt that reliable as i think..as others think

Ya i noe..
accept th reality..

U broke my fucker heart..
Once and once..
And nw it going to be desperate..
Painless..

I knew u for years..
So i noe wd is in yr mind..

And wd about me?
Im nt in sad mode nw..

..

Shopping day

I'm just back from the town..
Went shopping today with Poney..
How beautiful is it?
And how beautiful is my purse now..
Going empty..
Force myself to bank the remain balance into the bank..
So cruelllll.....
= =
*Sob*



I'm back with my Superrrr formal dress and heels..
After our shopping..
We just keep on blame each other..
XD..
" Why u didnt stop me??!! "
" U la..U say nice!! "
And bla bla bla..

We walk around anywhere to search for my dress..
I just can't trust it..
We walk walk walk for around 5 hours..
Just for seeking a dress..


( This or this?)

Poney i love u so much!!!
So So So much!!!

And da..
Alex said I'm getting fatter..
But Poney said i looks thinner now la..
Syok dou jor..
Keep ask Poney to repeat that word..
THIN..


..
..

Something do cause me moody easily..
Bt i manage to chill it..

Emo day

Im hungry at this moment..
XD
Saw KahHui's photo that taken at Steven Corners..
It makes me flowing my slavers..

Back from school..
When I'm on the way home..
Just heard something that attracted my attention..
And I'm started to 8..
XD

Its sport carnival now I think..
And i heard the A tarcian speak to B tarcian..
A: Its getting interesting..They will fight tomorrow..
And i will watch for it..U wanna go with me?
B : What??Why they want to fight? What for?
A : They lost the competition..And nt Fok Hei lar..

LOL..
18++ Tarcian fight???
Sounds funny and more childish..

Sat for BMS exam..
I have no idea with what I'm going to score..

Too many things for today that needed to be record..
Ling's Bday..
Ling's present..
And the little horse..
My freaking feelings?

I'm lonely?
yes Maybe..
Or maybe i want to escape from anything..
Hide myself?

Emo girl..
Cry out and forget it..
Please..

I tried to accept the truth..
I told it out to someone..
And its corrupted by someone else..
And its luckily that it is corrupted..
In fact I don't really want to cry in a public place..

..
..

It meant a lot to me..
And I'm just able to
Staring frm apart..